Marika Lynn Bedolla-West

Today is my birthday...

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Today is my birthday
Celebrate my life with you
And remember the good times
Forget the bad.
Look up towards the sun
And catch every ray of light
Upon your cheek.
For I am there with you.
Today is my birthday,
Be happy for me.
My life was full.
I had the pleasure of love
And the joy of my family.
Do not be sad
Look up towards the stars
And catch each twinkle
In your heart.
For I am there with you

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Today is my birthday
My legacy is not wealth
Or mighty belongings,
My legacy is you and your life.
Spend it wisely and carefully,
Guard it always.
Do not be sad.
Feel the wind on your face
And in your hair
And know that I loved you
For I am there with you in your laughter
And in your hearts.

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Today is my birthday,
Learn to live again without me.
Take my strength with you
For you are not alone.
Do not be sad
Feel the rain on your face
Feel all life's treasures and
Know that you are alive!
At each step of the way
I will help you
For I am with you always
Until we meet again.
Today is my birthday...
unknown all my love
Sylvie

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Sylvie Belanger

December 30, 2011

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I heard you crying yesterday
And felt your heart-sent love
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here)
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
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God planned a special day for me
He told me with a wink
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think)

I’m getting lots of hugs from God
He’s really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat
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Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of clowns up here
That make us laugh out loud

There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet…
The magic never ends
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I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings

We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts, surprise!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies
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A Birthday In Heaven
2005 Written by Kris Smith
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Sylvie Belanger

December 30, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIKA

**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*THOSE WE LOVE **ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**
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BIRTHDAY REMEMBRANCE
THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY MARIKA
BUT THAT IS NOTHING NEW FOR NO DAY
DAWNS AND NO DAY ENDS WITHOUT A
THOUGHT OF YOU.

WE CANNOT SEND A BIRTHDAY CARD,
YOUR HAND WE CANNOT TOUCH.
BUG GOD WILL TAKE OUR GREETINGS
BUT THE ONE WE LOVE SO MUSH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIKA
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BIG HUGS FROM ME TO YOU AND YOUR
FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT MISS YOU EVERDAY
BUT IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER YOU WILL NOT
BE FORGOTEN YOUR TAKE CARE LOVE FROM
ME SYLVIE MOMMY OF SAMANTHA BELANGER
AND GRANDDAUGHTER OF ALBERT AND
MARIE-JEANNE BELANGER AND COUSIN
OF STEVE MORNEAU TAKE CARE GOOD
NIGHT BIG HUGS BYE FOR NOW ALL MY
LOVE SYLVIE
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**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*THOSE WE LOVE **ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ**ღ*

Sylvie Belanger

December 30, 2011

ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ

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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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Sylvie Belanger

July 16, 2011

My Dearest Marika

Marika Lynn,
You have been gone almost 9mths...an it feels like yesterday you left.
I miss you more today than I did yesterday...my heart still aches for you..'
I feel like Im in a dream an any minute you are going to walk threw the door....saying Hi Mom whats for dinner...I Love You Your Mom

Monica Bedolla-West (Mom)

April 3, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving...Baby Girl...
I Love You

Monica Bedolla-West (Mom)

November 26, 2009

Waiting at the Door

I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand

It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops

But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled

I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door

Alison Mary Dunn

Phyllis Frazier Harris

November 15, 2009

Marika Lynn

I know my time has ended,
Its time for me to leave.
I want you all to know,
You mean so much to me.
Why I had to go,
Was a mystery to me.
All I heard was God,
Saying “ Please come home to me.”
So I left my friends and family,
I didn’t say goodbye.
All I got to see,
Were the tears in their eyes.
But as I saw them crying,
I asked them not to grieve.
Knowing how much we care,
That our love will never cease.
You can look up at the sky,
And look over to the sea.
When you feel that gentle breeze,
You always think of me.

Monica Bedolla-West (Mom)

November 14, 2009

lost

what is the meaning of the word lost???
is it what i am now you're gone?
the feeling of lonliness and never knowing who your real friends are...
not knowing who your real identity is...
the crying of your empty heart...
now that there's a hole there.

always hoping today will be your last.

but i have to go on...
knowing your never coming back...
knowing i never said a proper goodbye
never knowing if and when this pain will stop...
the anger and sadness that is building up inside,
is beginning to tear me apart...
the tears wont cease...
they keep pouring out....
im drowning.
it paints a perfect picture...
but if u dig deep...
past the fake smiles and phony laughs...
you will see a sad soul trapped in a cage...
longing for release...
you will see that im lost without you Marika Lynn

Monica Bedolla-West (Mom)

November 10, 2009

My Daughter's words to Me

I love you Mom,

Please don't cry.

I didn't mean to die,

I tried to stay,

But the Angels came.

I heard them call my name.

I only followed,

I just wanted to see,

If their wings suited me.

It was fun,

I wanted to play,

I didn't knowI'd have to stay.

I am really sorry

I have made you sad,
.

I want so much,

To be very good.

Like you told me I should.

I wish I knew

Of the Angel dangers,

I was too busy avoiding strangers.

Now you're upset

And it's because of me

If only I could make you see

You'd be so proud

Of how well I fly

I didn't even have to try

A born natural,

Or so I'm told.

Even though I'm not very old.

I've got a job,

And I like it too.

I'm the angel watching over you.

So you see Mom

Please dry your eyes,

Im glad I tried those wings on for size.

Monica Bedolla-West (Mom)

November 10, 2009